We aren’t made to be broken.
I am a survivor of Ritual Abuse and Mind Control. This means that a group of organised criminals tortured and abused me systematically from early childhood on. They did this in order to destroy my personality and build another, complex identity, split into a high number of parts which were organised in a highly structured system.
This process is called “complex programming”. (Because children are being programmed under torture as if they were computers.)
Simplified, “healing” from this complex, lifelong trauma means deprogramming.
On my way I found a lot of good advice, courage, support, love, and warmth from other people. However, I never found what I looked most desperately for: a straightforward explanation about what was going on, practical help how to remember what has happened to me, a fast way to escape the abuse I was still subject to, and help to protect not just myself, but my family.
I had to find all these things out for myself. You don't. In this book you'll find all you need to know to understand, escape and heal from systematic torture.
I am a survivor of Ritual Abuse and Mind Control. This means that a group of organised criminals tortured and abused me systematically from early childhood on. They did this in order to destroy my personality and build another, complex identity, split into a high number of parts which were organised in a highly structured system.
This process is called “complex programming”. (Because children are being programmed under torture as if they were computers.)
Simplified, “healing” from this complex, lifelong trauma means deprogramming.
On my way I found a lot of good advice, courage, support, love, and warmth from other people. However, I never found what I looked most desperately for: a straightforward explanation about what was going on, practical help how to remember what has happened to me, a fast way to escape the abuse I was still subject to, and help to protect not just myself, but my family.
I had to find all these things out for myself. You don't. In this book you'll find all you need to know to understand, escape and heal from systematic torture.
