"It is what it is. That's her car out there and, well, that's her right there."
Jeremy looks at the woman again. There's a few flies dipping in and out of the back of her skull.
"What happened to her?"
I feel a little uncomfortable. I wasn't really planning to lay it all out like this.
"Well, I hate to say this but I killed her."
Jeremy nods slowly. He's starting to take this in and I'm relieved.
"Don't ask me why. Anything I say is just gonna sound ridiculous."
I rub my hand in my hair. I want to appear frustrated.
"Things just got out of control."