Grief, Meth, Addiction, God & Zen ~ A Personal Story Of Recovery And Renewed Integrity
The inspiring personal story of triumph over crystal meth addiction, sex addiction and a lost soul.
The story of a successful middle aged gay man who's life falls apart when his partner of 10 years suddenly dies. Overcome with grief he quickly falls into the trap of meth addiction, sex addiction and total despair. Eventually, after three years of meth ruling his life and hedonistic pleasures he finds the strength to attempt one more chance at living a life with integrity and dignity. This is the story of this success and the rebuilding of a life in ruins into a life of integrity and dignity.
We all face challenges and sometimes life offers us opportunities to surprise ourselves. Death, grief, compassion and love all play a role in turning a life back towards peace and calm. Innumerable hours of reflection on God, Buddha, Jesus and Zen helped a lost and confused man discover his inner strengths and start again. This is not about the horrors of meth addiction or addiction recovery as much as one man's journey in discovering he could rebuild, renew and start again with a new moral and ethical life.
Methamphetamine or crystal meth addiction is a terrible drug addiction that is damaging thousands of lives today. This is just one story of courage and determination to recover from drug abuse and find a way out of hell and back to a life with integrity. If you have ever struggled to find a new way forward or felt lost and without an identity this book will give you hope. Join me in my journey of discovery, questioning God and religion and building a new life with a moral and ethical code again.
Please note this crystal meth memoir is not sexually explicit but does deal with adult subject matter involving same sex relationships, drug abuse, sex addiction and a rejection of religious beliefs.
It took ten years to get to the point where I could write a crystal meth memoir, telling the truth about a dark period and the struggle to rebuild my own sense of personal integrity. Crystal meth recover is different for everyone and this is my story of crystal meth addiction, sex addiction and total abandonment of all moral and ethical behaviour to a spiritual awakening and personal transformation. Living in the gay ghetto of a major city only to escape to a west coast rain forest for redemption, this is a gay memoir of one man's journey to forgiveness and recovery.
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Included as a bonus section in this book is Chapter 3 of the book "Zen, Truth And Spirituality For A Secular Society; The Unique Character Of Zen Buddhism And Our Search For Absolute Truth". A genuine explanation of what makes Zen Buddhism unique and appealing to so many people today. By David Carlyle
Included as a bonus section in this book is Chapter 8 of the book "Meditation For Beginners And Spiritual Skeptics; Discovering A Life Of Integrity And Purpose. An honest look at meditation and how to start, develop and maintain an authentic mediation practice. Learn how to meditate and and the correct view of meditation that will allow you to stay the course and affect real change in your life. By David Carlyle
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